Innocent Victim
Working all the time, getting no where,
Taking my fifth first step, yesterday,
I can’t see my future in my life,
I need an inspiration here, angel where are you,
I need a crutch down here, savior, I need saving today.
People supporting my every problem now,
No one seems to get, I can’t do this now,
Nobody seems to understand, I’m not wasting oxygen,
Why can’t you all see, your feeding me my shit, by silver spoon.
I’m lost inside myself, my faith locked in my heart, which is surrounded by thorns.
I feel like a bullet,
Slid down the shaft of a rifle,
Cocked and ready for fire, I spin round rapidly,
Some time, some day, I’ll stop randomly,
Pointing at some unsuspecting victim,
Anger rising within me, darkness closing in,
I’m scared, but you always said, “be brave, look at the good side.”
Well here I am today, embracing the darkness, embracing the good side,
You never even saw this coming, you never even look inside of me,
But today, I look in you, I see disappointment, heh, I can’t believe it, you’re still judging me now.
Curled up, inside, I’m sitting in a corner of my body, scared and cold,
I never wanted to be here, I never wanted to hurt you, but you put me here,
You forced me up against a wall, now I need self-defense,
You pushed me on and on and edged on and on, you lead me on and on until I broke in two…
Now I feel like my body has a hole, and I m wide open, for affliction.
I feel like a bullet,
Slid down the shaft of a rifle,
Cocked and ready for fire, I spin round rapidly,
Some time, some day, I’ll stop randomly,
Pointing at some unsuspecting victim,
the trigger will pull, ill unleash and kill an innocent victim...
And we went round and round,
We went everywhere but forward,
And here we stand, toe to toe, (toe to toe)
And here I am, facing myself once again,
Here I am, staring down the gun shaft,
I pulled the trigger, and shot an innocent,
Innocent victim…
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"I once had a gray in me that created a great unwanted apathy,
You once had a red in you that caused you to have great sympathy for me,
I turned away, when I should have accepted, I backed away, wishing to go away,
I went away, I stayed away, for far to long, no coming back now, I guess,
I’ll just fade away…" Daggered Reality, by: me |
